so when does it start?
This probably wont be read by anyone,
which makes this easier to write..
At 20 years old, ive become so cynical. about everything
whats the point of this life we live?
i look back at my life and i would have never thought id be where im at..
But im sure that goes for everyone.
i wanna go back to the time of no worries.
but again dont we all.
ive loved, ive lost, ive cried, ive laughed..
ive had my ups and ive had my downs.
I dont know i always thought that by this time in my life id have something figured out
but i feel like im running in one big circle.
But enough of all these life questions, at the end of the day, life is a bitch and you will have your
ups and your downs and the only thing we can do is live our lifes to the fullest and hope for the best.
Its hard when you know what you want, but its just so far out of reach.
im sure if i work hard enough i could accomplish anything i want, but its just so much easier
to give the fuck up.
i shouldnt
but im scared of working so hard and failing,
because nothing is worse than failing.
I want you so bad i can taste it..
I miss when we would talk for hours
i miss the love we shared, i miss feeling like i could do anything with you by my side.
Now youre gone, so fucking far away
and i fear that our time has come and gone.
But really, what i can i do.
From this point on im really going to put all i have and fix my mistake ive made
get my shit together
hope for the best
and do the things i love with the people that really care.
How'd I end up here to begin with?
I don't know.
Why do I start what I can't finish?
Oh please don't barrage me
with the questions
to all those ugly answers.
My ego's like my stomach,
it keeps shitting what I feed it.
which makes this easier to write..
At 20 years old, ive become so cynical. about everything
whats the point of this life we live?
i look back at my life and i would have never thought id be where im at..
But im sure that goes for everyone.
i wanna go back to the time of no worries.
but again dont we all.
ive loved, ive lost, ive cried, ive laughed..
ive had my ups and ive had my downs.
I dont know i always thought that by this time in my life id have something figured out
but i feel like im running in one big circle.
But enough of all these life questions, at the end of the day, life is a bitch and you will have your
ups and your downs and the only thing we can do is live our lifes to the fullest and hope for the best.
Its hard when you know what you want, but its just so far out of reach.
im sure if i work hard enough i could accomplish anything i want, but its just so much easier
to give the fuck up.
i shouldnt
but im scared of working so hard and failing,
because nothing is worse than failing.
I want you so bad i can taste it..
I miss when we would talk for hours
i miss the love we shared, i miss feeling like i could do anything with you by my side.
Now youre gone, so fucking far away
and i fear that our time has come and gone.
But really, what i can i do.
From this point on im really going to put all i have and fix my mistake ive made
get my shit together
hope for the best
and do the things i love with the people that really care.
How'd I end up here to begin with?
I don't know.
Why do I start what I can't finish?
Oh please don't barrage me
with the questions
to all those ugly answers.
My ego's like my stomach,
it keeps shitting what I feed it.