im not one to write much happy in here...
but i just can't help it anymore. it's gross!
i spent thursday until sunday at andy's house, and it was so wonderful. we didn't do much, but i got out of my apartment, i got out of providence, and i got to be with the cutest boy in the world.
we just hung out thursday night and watched movies. friday, i hung out at his house while he worked and went out with his mom for a little while, then went to his band practice and knit, then we went back home and watched movies. saturday he played a show, i hung out with lots of little kids and wicked awesome hardcore(?) bands *sarcasm* but then julie came to the show and we made fun of people. went home and watched movies. and today we hung out, watched movies and hung out some more. it was a perfect weekend.
i cried a little when it was time to leave. it's so much easier to say goodbye when you aren't the one leaving. or maybe it was that my weekend was so nice. he has such a cute, wonderful, loving family, and it felt so nice to be a part of it while i was there. i never had that growing up, and unless you grew up in a broken family the way i did, you wouldn't really understand. i really like his family a lot. and his mom is the cutest thing ever. i want to be just like her when i grow up.
being there all weekend, and really since i started talking to andy, gets me so excited about growing up. i can make that cute family i always wished i had growing up. i can marry a wonderful boy, and raise wonderful children. and be cute forever.
it's really all i want.
next weekend, it's cute dress-up dinner with andy, julie, and aj. i hope it works out, because i'm sooooooo excited!
when i get married i'm chaning my last name to awesome. legally. and i am going to have two super cute blonde haired, blue eyed kids named elle and rivers. elle and rivers awesome. FUCK YEAH!
that's all for tonight, my head is hurting way bad.
i miss him already. sleep comes so much easier with you holding me.
♥
i spent thursday until sunday at andy's house, and it was so wonderful. we didn't do much, but i got out of my apartment, i got out of providence, and i got to be with the cutest boy in the world.
we just hung out thursday night and watched movies. friday, i hung out at his house while he worked and went out with his mom for a little while, then went to his band practice and knit, then we went back home and watched movies. saturday he played a show, i hung out with lots of little kids and wicked awesome hardcore(?) bands *sarcasm* but then julie came to the show and we made fun of people. went home and watched movies. and today we hung out, watched movies and hung out some more. it was a perfect weekend.
i cried a little when it was time to leave. it's so much easier to say goodbye when you aren't the one leaving. or maybe it was that my weekend was so nice. he has such a cute, wonderful, loving family, and it felt so nice to be a part of it while i was there. i never had that growing up, and unless you grew up in a broken family the way i did, you wouldn't really understand. i really like his family a lot. and his mom is the cutest thing ever. i want to be just like her when i grow up.
being there all weekend, and really since i started talking to andy, gets me so excited about growing up. i can make that cute family i always wished i had growing up. i can marry a wonderful boy, and raise wonderful children. and be cute forever.
it's really all i want.
next weekend, it's cute dress-up dinner with andy, julie, and aj. i hope it works out, because i'm sooooooo excited!
when i get married i'm chaning my last name to awesome. legally. and i am going to have two super cute blonde haired, blue eyed kids named elle and rivers. elle and rivers awesome. FUCK YEAH!
that's all for tonight, my head is hurting way bad.
i miss him already. sleep comes so much easier with you holding me.
♥