Huh

Jan 22, 2007 23:27

Well, it is the new year and the new semester, and new situations for me.  I'm not sure I like my new living arrangements.  Living with residents that are actually around and "normal"  is hard.  I am in a strange situation.  I can't be their friend, because I am still "n charge," but I can't be totally didsant because then they will hate me more.  Aaaahhhh.  It is so hard.  They also want to do things differently than I did last semester and it is not sitting well with me.  I bought certain things (dishes, cookware, etc.) for me to use, not for people I met less than a week ago to fuck up.  Not that anything has happened yet, but I foresee it.  I am pretty anal about my kitchen stuff, so it is really bothering me.  But then again, I don't want to piss them off. I just don't know what to do.

I'm not a big fan of my new classes either.  After being out in the field for 8 weeks, I don't really feel like any of these classes are going to bo of any use; they are just time fillers until March 19th.  The only things I really need to know now is how to make my resume and my portfolio great, but I don't think any of that is on the syllabi . . . I'm scared shitless to take the PRAXIS II.  A $300, 8 hour long test that is my ticket to my license and people say that it is super hard and that there is really no way to study for it.  Super. 
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