The real me

[knihttnac]

Ok so as far as I can tell, no one I know still uses Live journal. So I am going to start using it to write how I really feel, to get out the things I want to say, but can't. OK so my life really sucks, but I have to play it off like it is going great. I have to act like I am doing well because it is suppose to be going well. I am suppose to be happy and strong and everything else. But you know what this Deployment sucks! I have been randomly crying. I almost never eat any form of an actual meal. I haven't had any time to do anythng I want to do, what little free time I get from class I have to spend on doing things for John. I know he can't do them himself over there, but, I don't know I just have to much shit going on. I just don't know how I am going to get thru this,

Oh well I will have to continue this later I have to go to me Public Speacking Class