Mar 09, 2005 09:37
...and bored out of my mind. this is probably going to be a depressed, oh pity me entry so dont even bother with it.
Yesterday was alright. We had a half day so i went to lunch with Trish, Justin (her fiancee), kelly and mellissa. I strange, ive made friends here in the last 6 months, and ive been accepted, but i still feel completely out of place no matter whats going on.
i try to keep to myself so i guess the majority of that is my fault, but still....
I feel totally uninspired. I cant write, i cant take photos, i cant draw, nothing. These last few cold, cloudy, ugly months have completely robed me of any and all artistic inspiration i ever hoped of having. I dont think ive felt this low in my whole life.
i need a change in scenery. Hopefully my upcoming trip to Arizona will refresh my soul and bring some much needed clarity to my life.
Currently Reading: Something Wicked This Way Comes- Ray Bradbury
The Things They Carried- Tim O'Brien
I recommend both....
Up and coming readin: Slaughter House 5- Kurt Vaunagat (sp?)
Fallen Angels- Walter Dean Meyers