i don't know what is going on right now
I need help i need and outlet and i need something else i can't have it and i don't know what to do all i know is i am becoming bitter and cold and i need help from somewhere. I need hope again i need to see faith becuse i am afried it is false hope becuse all i see points the other way. I feel like parts of me are dieing it is not a good thing not a good thing at all. I am sorry but my hope is killing me and sometimes i wish it would go away but it can't. This is hard to deal with when you are finaly regrowing your backbone.