Mar 23, 2005 18:23
Well one and all...... I am a father and a daddy..... as you all know I was a dad to three kids before.... well on the 15th of this month... a week and a day ago.... I became a father to Michael Ross and Steven Philip.
Steven has progressed like an awesome little fella..... he is back to his brith weight of 3lb 6 now.
Michael has some massive lung and heart problems and Jen and I had to make the hardest decision a parent could make... to disconect the respirator and let him pass to the hands of the Lord. Michael Ross only lived for a little over 30 hours but will live forever in our hearts. He was burried on Sunday after a really nice service.
Oh well I have done what Savannah has INSTRUCTED... he he just jokin.... it is time for me to carry on again..... this fatherhood thing takes a little gettin used to.... Steven is still in an incubator at the moment but I have had a couple of cuddles..... he looked straight at me today and seemed to recognise me... if a week old baby does recognise people... he he. But he is a gorgeous little guy, and a real little battler :D