Feb 04, 2009 00:03
Heechul had never considered himself the two timing type. He’d hadn’t foreseen himself in so much as a serious relationship let alone two. Sipping at his morning coffee the first morning of Super Junior M’s return to Korea he worried his lip, frowning slightly. A very frustrating thought preoccupied him; what was it about a taken guy that drew men to him like bees to honey? Due to his acerbic personality, he hadn’t had a serious relationship in years. Now he had two men wanting very serious things within very real relationships. He wondered how it had happened.
Sungmin wondered into the room then, hair tousled but looking abnormally awake for that time in the morning. Heechul pondered on asking him about his positively chirpy disposition but decided he didn’t care. However Sungmin was eying him, a question in his eyes, so Heechul waved goodbye to his peace and quiet.
‘Was that Hankyung I saw lying in your bed?’ Sungmin had obviously detected a juicy piece of gossip because his eyes were lit with the rabid curiosity only years of gossip mongering could perfect.
‘I’m sure I closed the door after me when I got up,’ Heechul murmured, trying to think back about half an hour.
‘Hyung! Was that or was it not Hankyung shirtless and asleep in your bed? Because I was under the impression that Siwon had asked you out before they left. You did say yes didn’t you!?’ Sungmin looked ready to burst into tears so Heechul took pity.
‘Yes, that was Hankyung, Yes, Siwon did ask me out, and Yes, I did say yes,’ Siwon had confessed to him before being shipped off for China. And while the prospect of not seeing Heechul for months at a time made the younger male realize how much he cared, the reality had Hankyung stealing into Heechul’s room his first night home and becoming familiar with Heechul’s body in ways Siwon hadn’t dared just yet.
Sungmin was oddly silent and only when Heechul looked up did he realize that the younger male’s eyes had glassed over. Heechul felt a rush of alarm and quickly noted where the nearest exit was.
‘Hyung, how could you?’ he choked, seemingly too shocked to say anything more on the issue. Heechul warily eyed the younger singer and contemplated leaving him there for Leeteuk or Kyuhyun to deal with. Somebody entered the kitchen behind him though and he silently cursed; he couldn’t leave Sungmin bawling at the table now cause there was a witness to say he’d probably caused it.
Long, strong arms wrapped around his neck and lips ghosted along his jaw. Heechul practically purred within Siwon’s arms, completely unconcerned when Sungmin rushed from the opposite entrance, visibly distraught.
‘Is Sungmin hyung alright?’ Siwon’s voice was gruff with sleep and Heechul’s mind was as far from Sungmin as could be.
‘He’ll get over it,’ the arms disappeared and Siwon busied himself making them both breakfast. Heechul mourned the loss but was satisfied with watching Siwon move around the kitchen and relished how disgustingly handsome his boyfriend was. The picture was only made better when Hankyung appeared, still shirtless and unable to meet Heechul’s or Siwon’s eyes.
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Siwon woke only to be assaulted with the same biting guilt that had plagued him when he finally managed to fall asleep the night before. He sighed, heaving himself from bed and going to find something to occupy himself. He couldn’t lie in bed and think like he would normally, thinking would just remind him of the sins he’d committed. He moaned to himself and quickly pulled a shirt on so he wouldn’t have to look at the love bites littering his shoulders, left by Hankyung on there last night in China. And more importantly so that Heechul wouldn’t see them on the off chance that he was up. Moving to the bathroom to wash his face and wake himself up, he crossed paths with Zhoumi, who scowled at him. Siwon cursed Heechul’s strange fascination with Chinese men. Zhoumi had been one of the first to know when Siwon confessed to Heechul and perhaps one of the few. Heechul hadn’t spread it around, not particularly bothered whether anyone knew he was dating or not. And Siwon hadn’t told anyone either, as he hadn’t had the chance to before leaving for China. He wasn’t about to advertise it now either, after sleeping (on numerous occasions) with Hankyung and everyone in Super Junior M knowing about it. The thought of returning to Korea had made his stomach roil for the last few months. The whole of Super Junior M, including their leader, thought he was dating Hankyung, while the remaining members in Korea no doubt knew he had confessed to Heechul before leaving. The only one who knew the truth was Zhoumi, who had made every effort to remind him of it and make him feel like scum over the last few months.
Stumbling miserably into the kitchen he spotted Heechul at the table and inexplicably felt lighter. Ignoring Sungmin’s stricken expression for the moment, he wrapped his arms around his boyfriend and traced his jaw with his lips, breathing in the floral scent of his freshly showered hyung. Sungmin’s chair clattered as he fled the kitchen. Siwon frowned wondering what was wrong. When Heechul breezily dismissed his worries Siwon began breakfast, frowning in thought. Did Sungmin have a crush on Heechul? Was that why he was so upset when Siwon hugged Heechul? Siwon felt jealousy surging up and added it to his list of crimes before squashing it. Not only had he committed infidelity, he was jealous as anything at the idea of Heechul with anyone else. He felt worse when the feeling dissipated because Sungmin would probably make a better boyfriend then he ever could.
To add to his mental anguish, Hankyung breezed into the kitchen, shirtless and as good looking as he’d been when they’d made love in their Beijing hotel room. Glancing at the content expression on Heechul’s beautiful face Siwon felt like an absolute prick.
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Hankyung had had no idea what awaited him that first trip to China. He’d been excited to return to his home country, where everything made sense and everyone understood him, but sad to be saying goodbye to his Super Junior band mates, however temporarily. Heechul in particular, he knew, was going to be sorely missed. What he hadn’t expected was to suddenly hit it off so well with Siwon. And he certainly hadn’t expected to end up as lovers with him, after pining over Heechul for so many years already. Siwon was beyond good-looking though and being in his home country gave him confidence and bravado he hadn’t possessed in Korea. Heechul hadn’t completely faded from his mind though and when Leeteuk, Eunhyuk and Heechul had met them at the airport he’d been reminded of why. Standing with his hair sleek and black, oversized sunglasses, gorgeous huge lips, gazing flippantly into the distance, Hankyung had felt a spark of lust, made only stronger knowing that his lover of four months was attached to his side.
It seemed that the confidence instilled by his home country hadn’t quite faded by 11 o’clock that night because after tossing and turning, horny and not thinking about his own boyfriend, he’d decided that Heechul’s bed was where he wanted to be and that that was where he was going. Stealing down the uncharacteristically silent hallway, he felt like a robber breaking into the crown jewels as he ducked into the bathroom so that Leeteuk didn’t spot him sneaking around on the way to bed. Pushing open the door to the dim room and closing it behind him just as quickly he expected Heechul to question him when he shifted. Instead as Hankyung’s eyes adjusted to the dark, he could see Heechul’s large glistening black eyes staring out at him in the dark. Hankyung towered over Heechul, lying amongst the mussed white sheets and watching him as if waiting. It sent a jolt of pride up his spine, knowing that Heechul would usually be throwing around hot air and Hankyung would usually be nodding and smiling. But that was before China. Now Hankyung was more than happy to pin Heechul to the bed and show him all he’d learnt while away.
The next morning Hankyung woke to the feel of crisp sheets and bare thighs. Drifting somewhere between asleep and awake he smirked inwardly, ignoring any guilt; there was something oddly sensual about waking to the feeling of a warm body moving against your own. Heechul slid his legs from under the covers and stretched: arms in the air and back arched. Hankyung opened his eyes a crack, Heechul’s beautiful sensuous thighs in his line of sight. He contemplated pulling Heechul back into bed, but the older male disappeared out the door before he could bring his plan into fruition. Hankyung lightheartedly cursed, and decided to enjoy Heechul’s bed a little longer, considering it was somewhere he’d always wanted to be. The sheets smelt of the effeminate actor and for a moment he was reminded of the soft musky smell he’d woken to the last few months. He couldn’t decide which he preferred.
His mood soured marginally, he dragged the sheets back and stumbled from the room, intent on coffee. The kitchen was only occupied with two people; possibly the person he wanted to see the most at the moment and the person he wanted to see the least. Heechul looked pleasantly unbothered, cupping his mug of coffee, hair wet and wearing his favorite red pants and an oversized black top that exposed his collarbones littered with love bites. Hankyung’s eyes darted to Siwon in a moment of panic and breathed a sigh of relief when he saw the high necked shirt the youngest was wearing. He just hoped Siwon didn’t notice Heechul’s marked neck.
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Heechul eyed both of his lovers as they guiltily edged around one another and wondered who would crack first.
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‘I’m confused,’ the numerous inhabitants of the living room ignored Donghae, knowing this was a common emotion for the young singer. He eyed the door from which Siwon and Heechul had just exited, both dressed nicely to go on what Heechul had cheerfully called a date after which Siwon had looked panicked and hurried him out, ‘Isn’t Siwon dating Hankyung hyung?’ From where Sungmin was lying in Kyuhyun’s lap, his eyes snapped open.
‘…I thought Siwon confessed to Heechul hyung before you guys left,’ Eunhyuk frowned, pausing his game against Kyuhyun.
Silence fell over the members as they all contemplated this, horror dawning.
‘Siwon…is cheating on Heechul with Hankyung?’ Leeteuk looked like he was about to pass out. No doubt the bitch fit Heechul would likely throw was playing out in his head.
‘Oh…my god. And Hankyung’s cheating on Siwon with Heechul. I saw him in Heechul’s room this morning,’ Sungmin pulled out his hair, expression harried. It took several moments for everyone to process this.
‘So…who’s the innocent one in this?’ Donghae frowned, thinking about it.
‘Well definitely not Siwon. He confessed to Heechul hyung and then started sleeping with Hankyung hyung,’ Zhoumi burst out. He scowled and the room’s attention turned to him. Sungmin suddenly launched himself into the younger male’s personal space.
‘How long have you known about this?!’ Zhoumi looked nervous in the face of Sungmin’s righteous fury.
‘Heechul hyung texted me when Siwon confessed and I was there when Siwon and Hankyung first slept together. A few months I suppose,’
‘They slept together!’ Leeteuk worried at his lip, ‘I hope they used protection,’ Everyone simultaneously winced to imagine it and Kangin burst into laughter from his position at the door.
‘I suppose it just depends on who made the move between Heechul and Hankyung,’ Donghae contemplated answering his own question. They all stewed on this, quickly forming their own opinions.
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The Super Junior apartments turned into a cold war zone. Half the members had come to the conclusion that Heechul had somehow found out about Siwon cheating and was sleeping with Hankyung as revenge. Others were very aware of the unyielding crush Hankyung had had on Heechul for years and thought that absence had made his heart fonder. Either way, no one was sticking up for Siwon, who was dubbed bad guy in the newest Super Junior drama. As it was Sungmin was heading up the Hankyung is innocent camp, having been privy to Heechul’s flippant attitude the morning after and Donghae had taken up defense of Heechul. As all good gossip does, the story of the three way love triangle had spread through SM Entertainment and whispers abound as to who the innocent party was.
As it was, Siwon was by no means dim. He wasn’t oblivious to the disapproving looks he was getting from his band mates and colleagues. The first thing that jumped to mind was that Zhoumi had told on him. Slowly the guilt built and the more dates he spent with Heechul and nights he spent with Hankyung, the more it grew.
Tension mounted.
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It was a fine winter morning when Siwon finally cracked. He’d gotten verbally bitch slapped the day before by SNSD and Jaejoong had sent him a disapproving text message that very morning. Taemin had spent most of the SM meeting looking at him with a vaguely betrayed look and he lived in fear of the day DBSK came back from Japan because Yunho had trained in Taekwondo and Siwon wasn’t sure he could run quite fast enough.
Most of Super Junior was loitering around the apartment. Kangin and Kibum were missing as always, but the remaining members were watching television or catching up on much needed sleep. After spending a morning of agonizing about the heavenly prospects for lying, cheating bastards, Siwon abruptly surged to his feet and stormed out. Going straight to Heechul’s room he didn’t bother knocking and just barged in, an apology on his lips. Which quickly died a painful death at the sight of Heechul, pinned to his bed, Hankyung lying over him and diligently administering love bites to match Siwon’s own.
Fury and jealousy erupted in his chest and he wasn’t sure whether it was directed at Heechul or Hankyung, but the China man was bigger and closer and Heechul looked like a doll with swollen lips and porcelain skin, inky hair sprawled around his head. Grabbing Hankyung by the shoulder he didn’t know what he was going to do. He couldn’t hit that face knowing how many times he’d fallen asleep looking at it, or how many times he’d kissed those lips. In the end he settled for pulling him off Heechul and hauling him to his feet. They were face to face when Hankyung’s face crumpled, looking distraught and tired.
‘I’m so sorry Siwon, god I feel like such a jerk for cheating on you,’ Siwon gasped, unbelieving. It struck him what an odd situation he found himself in.
‘Wait, so you’ve been cheating on me with Heechul,’ He glanced at the bed where Heechul remained sprawled, his face set in a self indulgent smirk. Hankyung nodded miserably. For a crazy moment Siwon contemplated letting Hankyung believe that he was the guilty one. But then Heechul raised an eyebrow and Siwon knew that even if he could bring himself to lie, Heechul wouldn’t allow it.
‘And I’ve been cheating on Heechul with you,’ Hankyung’s head snapped up then, darting a look at Heechul. Siwon turned to Heechul, ‘and Heechul’s been cheating on both of us,’ Heechul smiled smugly. Siwon felt irritation stirring in his belly. He took Hankyung’s hand and pulled him to the bed where they both loomed over the eldest. Hankyung had obviously caught up because he too looked annoyed with their hyung. Putting a hand on Heechul’s shoulder and pinning him there, Siwon knelt on the bed and ghosted a kiss over Heechul’s neck.
‘How long have you known?’ Heechul’s breath hitched and Siwon could see that Hankyung had returned to biting at Heechul’s throat. Siwon ran a hand up Heechul’s bare thigh sliding it up the large white men’s shirt he was wearing. Smoothing his palms over the smallest’s sides, he felt Heechul’s smirk against his neck.
‘You underestimate just how under thumb I keep my china men,’ A hand crept into Siwon’s jeans and squeezed gently, ‘Zhoumi called me about five seconds after your first orgasm,’ Heechul’s hand disappeared a moment later and Siwon watched as Hankyung twined a tie around Heechul’s wrists and the headboard. Heechul made a noise of protest that Siwon eagerly swallowed. And while Hankyung concentrated on spelling their initials on Heechul’s shoulders in love bites, Siwon smoothed his hands over every part of Heechul’s body, making sure to leave no surface unteased.
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‘Just out of curiosity,’ Sungmin interrupted Heechul’s morning coffee the next morning, yet again, ‘Did you sleep with Hankyung to get back at Siwon, or did he sleep with you because he figured out he was in love,’ Heechul smirked into his coffee, very aware of the majority of Super Junior listening from the hallway.
‘A bit of both,’ He smirked as groans sounded from the hallway. Yesung’s voice could be heard over the din,
‘Cough up you losers!’
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Random trivia: 4 of the 7 deadly sins made an appearance in this fic.
Unbetaed, sorry for any mistakes. Comments are much appreciated and I hope you guys enjoyed.
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