Oct 01, 2006 01:18
Imagine this, the most annoying of occurrences by the way, that you are at a part amongst people that you love and trust and yet do not feel complete.
I miss him so fucking much. All I wanted to do was kiss him. Cuddle him a little. Maybe snuggle up my lips to his neck and say "Baby, I love you so very much." Then be on my merry little way.
It is quite sad how less than five minutes of an absent moment can shift your mood so rapidly. I understand quite fully that it is because I am in love with him, that every other thought I remember is a beautiful feeling we shared.
I just want to be me. The words "in love" in essence means you are one with your lover. While highly beautiful, it really does seem to suck when he is not here.
Why do i miss him so, he has only been gone 3 days. And barely that.
This sucks. LOL