Inevitable Truth
Its been months since I consulted my cards to read what is to come about. For a long time I ignored them because I know they are always right. Not because of magic and sorcery, but because I know that I will always be driven to that end. I can see the choices and roads that already will lay before me and how they will all play out in the end. Seeing your future does not make it your own, instead it makes it a memory that has yet to come. What’s to come, does not scare me. Instead it only confirms what I have been believing for some time. For the past few months I have longed for my life to come back to me. I shunned the things that I once used to embrace when I was a child and teenager. As a newly birthed adult I made the choice to try and be normal. But its not what I want. Never was really. But now I want to return to the world where I came from. Already the world I long to come back to me is slowly but surely stumbling and al the pieces are falling back into place. Like an M.C. Esher portrait. Its funny to think that I could try and escape the truth about who I am. Not the name, not my past, just my nature. I’m already enjoying the benefits of my life. Control, manipulation, power. These are natural attributes that I refused to rely on. But now I see the real illusion I deluded myself with over the past few months. From this moment on I will shape, shift and make the world around me as real or imaginary as I want it to be. That’s the form of control I will exhibit, I will manipulate things to the manner I want them and in the end the result will benefit my pursuit of power.