I'm not gonna sink into a pit.
i can't study because SEEEEEEX!!!!! Arooooooooo! i can't stop thinking about the sexing. they were so good at the sex.
sex. seeeeeeex... peniiiis..... *whine*
i think I'm in heat. *pines*
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all sexual frustration aside, i am still feeling pretty rough. i woke up today hoping yesterday didn't happen, but it still happened.
it still hurts alot.
i don't want to date around, i just really don't. i said i needed to be alone before, and that i was refusing relationships, but that's when they find me. i don't wanna be found because I'm not lost. i keep thinking about the things i like about them individually and how it all combined so amazingly.
I'm not angry about it, but I'm slightly disappointed in myself for getting so carried away so soon. i know better. I'm not sorry. I'm glad it happened because i gained and learned so much from the situation on a mental and spiritual level... i learned so much about myself and other people. i met really great people. i hope i can keep knowing them. obviously, I'll be fine.
seeeeex!!! ugh!
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