unwarranted anxiety
today turned out so much better than it i thought. It started okay but i grew more anxious as the day progressed, waiting on a message i sent yesterday. But i tried to talk myself down, going through all of the logical reasons why my worrying was absurd... it sort of worked. it also sort of didn't. But I got a nice surprise confirmation at the end of the day. I can't believe i let my imagination run away with me so quickly. Just remember Robert: you came into this saying "no expectations." Don't forget that. If you drive yourself nuts, you have no one to blame but yourself.
I was late to school... the bus that would have got me there on time was early and the bus that would have made me only a couple minutes was late.... but he didn't seem bothered.
I came home and did a ton of housework, then trimmed back my chops... i like them. :) no one noticed at work today, i was surprised. someone always comments. I was late for work too, but no one there seemed to care either. Bonus? The shift as okay, i worked in formal dining and helped Danielle with her private party because she was sick... i hope i don't catch whatever she had >_< ... I got a message later in the day that set my mind at ease, so i felt like i had become insecure for no reason, and i was glad that i had decided to just calm myself down instead of jump to conclusions about what everything meant.
I am way too sensitive for my own good sometimes. But i'm glad i can recognize it when it happens and calm myself down instead of freaking out. ugh, this is ridiculous, why am i even writing about it.
pic dump:
study time... =_= no classes on thursdays so i can be up late.
I was late to school... the bus that would have got me there on time was early and the bus that would have made me only a couple minutes was late.... but he didn't seem bothered.
I came home and did a ton of housework, then trimmed back my chops... i like them. :) no one noticed at work today, i was surprised. someone always comments. I was late for work too, but no one there seemed to care either. Bonus? The shift as okay, i worked in formal dining and helped Danielle with her private party because she was sick... i hope i don't catch whatever she had >_< ... I got a message later in the day that set my mind at ease, so i felt like i had become insecure for no reason, and i was glad that i had decided to just calm myself down instead of jump to conclusions about what everything meant.
I am way too sensitive for my own good sometimes. But i'm glad i can recognize it when it happens and calm myself down instead of freaking out. ugh, this is ridiculous, why am i even writing about it.
pic dump:
study time... =_= no classes on thursdays so i can be up late.