limbo
i'm kind of in limbo right now.
my foundations are still here but... i dont know.
nothing is panning out quite how i thought. not for the worse, or the better, but.... i dont know.
i dont know what to say. i'm sad and ok at the same time. theres been a lot of emtional mumbo jumbo for me right now. an old old friend just died in early november, and my relationship is taking an odd turn i wasnt really acknowledging maybe? i dont really wanna talk about it alot it's just on my mind.
all i spose i will let folks in on who read this is we're not fighting or yelling or anything liek that, it isnt bad. i'm just sort of sensitive right now.
i don't know what to do or where to go. i don't know what my calling is. i cant flounder like this forever.
what am i going to do?
my foundations are still here but... i dont know.
nothing is panning out quite how i thought. not for the worse, or the better, but.... i dont know.
i dont know what to say. i'm sad and ok at the same time. theres been a lot of emtional mumbo jumbo for me right now. an old old friend just died in early november, and my relationship is taking an odd turn i wasnt really acknowledging maybe? i dont really wanna talk about it alot it's just on my mind.
all i spose i will let folks in on who read this is we're not fighting or yelling or anything liek that, it isnt bad. i'm just sort of sensitive right now.
i don't know what to do or where to go. i don't know what my calling is. i cant flounder like this forever.
what am i going to do?