Life and that which comith with it

[knight_of_roses]

My life is going well, I wish I could say as much for my best friend and thereby my life is dire itself. One of my best friends has found a person she might like and another one is going through well hell. I have mixed feelings about my friend that is finding someone to let her heart fall to. I mean I am joyed to hear she is happy, but of late we hae talked but little, and it is more ... well blah conversation, and I can't help but associate it with her new found romance. I am not jealous but rather worried that one of my best friendships is about to get less of a friendship or at least not as wonderful as one. I love her and I guess she is becoming more distant and that royally well it suckith. I try to be happy for her and I haven't told her any of this because i think she might think I am jealous and well I just wish her the best.

Love all around