I decided to give up on love.

[knight_flora]

Since It's something that can never be, anyway.
So I'll get over my jealousy. I'll get over wanting to say it to her so that lump in my throat will no longer hurt. I'll get over my extreme need to want to hold her hand and want her to hug me. I'll just wait till it pass.
If it doesn't.... well, that sucks.