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....I cannot believe it happened again. I feel more than a little foolish for my actions.
I cannot remember clearly...but... you and I... We didn't... you know. Correct?
Camus.... I. I'm not sure what I wish to say right now, but know that it is sickness free and it is really me saying this. My actions towards you while I was ill might have been too forward and brash... though the emotions behind them were true enough.
It has been hard for me in the time that I've been here and teaching you in class, feeling a distance between us that has never been there before. When you returned with your.... friend. I was not sure what to think, the distance between us grew all the more and it made me angry and hurt to see the two of you together.
I've never been good at expressing my emotions and feelings, this case as you can see is no different... but Camus... please know that my heart has always and will forever belong to you weither you choose to accept it or not.
I cannot remember clearly...but... you and I... We didn't... you know. Correct?
Camus.... I. I'm not sure what I wish to say right now, but know that it is sickness free and it is really me saying this. My actions towards you while I was ill might have been too forward and brash... though the emotions behind them were true enough.
It has been hard for me in the time that I've been here and teaching you in class, feeling a distance between us that has never been there before. When you returned with your.... friend. I was not sure what to think, the distance between us grew all the more and it made me angry and hurt to see the two of you together.
I've never been good at expressing my emotions and feelings, this case as you can see is no different... but Camus... please know that my heart has always and will forever belong to you weither you choose to accept it or not.