He stops again, blade in midair, staring. His mind is swirling and confused, knowing no difference..
That feeling of reliving that same instant has been more frequent: that one moment. Every time I think about it in the present circumstance, this feeling of disgust and sickness rises up inside... And it has become more frequent and powerful. Nothing said can allay the feeling. Only time can.
Man, these next two weeks are going to be real interesting. A bunch of projects, three big ones, to be exact, on top of super-long PEDLIGS, are due all in the same week. Bring it, teachers!
Hey, I'm 16 now. Can you say, PERMIT?! I called up a driving school this morning, they called me back earlier on tonight, and the guy will be mailing the papers shortly. This is going to be great!
I cant get away from it. Everywhere I turn I see it almost staring me in the face. In drama. Online. In school. Even in the confines of my own home. I'm starting to get angry with the dishonesty.
Oh man, today I went to the mall for a nice dress shirt. My old one is too small on me, so I figured I should get a nice new one. I went into Male Image and holy crap, you have to see this black cufflink shirt I wanted. It was BEAUTIFUL. They didn't have my size... or so I thought when I was in there last Thursday. I checked out the situation further, and whaddaya know, they have it in a size larger. Here's the thing, though- it didn't matter! still looks/feels great! So I bought that and cufflinks to match. Oh, and the mater also bought me a regular black dress shirt, and on the morrow, my mother's boss (Dr. Meltzer- he's so awesome) will be giving her the studs to go with the white tux shirt he gave me. Damn. Three nice dress shirts... I love this!
Even cooler news: I may be going back to fighting! I'm ecstatic. I'm going to have to start exercising with the shield again to build up the muscle lost in my left shoulder, though. What a pain :\ Anyways, in addition to the heavy fighting, I'm going to be taught how to fence medieval style!
Just a quick note: almost have the Bach menuet complete. HELL YEAH! (and yes, its menuet, not minuet)
I had a wonderful birthday/early Valentine's day with Diana this past Friday. She made me a little wooden box in the shape of a heart,a nd inside was a wooden heart magnet that said "I love you!" on it along with a small note. She's so much more than I could ever have asked for. I love you Diana :)
This should be, overall, an ok week. I can tell that the feeling I've been getting lately will come creeping up on me just about every day this week, and there's really nothing I can do about it. No preventive measures, no tactics, nothing. If that wasn't in there, I'd be great! heh All I can do is fence Brent, Rich, and maybe EB if he wants to learn a little. *shrugs* This section may have sounded slightly dreary and downcast, but do not worry. You won't know see anything wrong, for your sake. (I don't want to sound like I'm making me out to be a bigshot or anything, but when I show I'm sad or something, I see people around me get upset, or at least I think I do. I don't like people to look upset or worried. Thats why I keep it in. Just thought I'd give you a little insight into the mind of Mike Yodice) Thats all for now. Until next time...
-Your Knight in Shining Armour
Man, these next two weeks are going to be real interesting. A bunch of projects, three big ones, to be exact, on top of super-long PEDLIGS, are due all in the same week. Bring it, teachers!
Hey, I'm 16 now. Can you say, PERMIT?! I called up a driving school this morning, they called me back earlier on tonight, and the guy will be mailing the papers shortly. This is going to be great!
I cant get away from it. Everywhere I turn I see it almost staring me in the face. In drama. Online. In school. Even in the confines of my own home. I'm starting to get angry with the dishonesty.
Oh man, today I went to the mall for a nice dress shirt. My old one is too small on me, so I figured I should get a nice new one. I went into Male Image and holy crap, you have to see this black cufflink shirt I wanted. It was BEAUTIFUL. They didn't have my size... or so I thought when I was in there last Thursday. I checked out the situation further, and whaddaya know, they have it in a size larger. Here's the thing, though- it didn't matter! still looks/feels great! So I bought that and cufflinks to match. Oh, and the mater also bought me a regular black dress shirt, and on the morrow, my mother's boss (Dr. Meltzer- he's so awesome) will be giving her the studs to go with the white tux shirt he gave me. Damn. Three nice dress shirts... I love this!
Even cooler news: I may be going back to fighting! I'm ecstatic. I'm going to have to start exercising with the shield again to build up the muscle lost in my left shoulder, though. What a pain :\ Anyways, in addition to the heavy fighting, I'm going to be taught how to fence medieval style!
Just a quick note: almost have the Bach menuet complete. HELL YEAH! (and yes, its menuet, not minuet)
I had a wonderful birthday/early Valentine's day with Diana this past Friday. She made me a little wooden box in the shape of a heart,a nd inside was a wooden heart magnet that said "I love you!" on it along with a small note. She's so much more than I could ever have asked for. I love you Diana :)
This should be, overall, an ok week. I can tell that the feeling I've been getting lately will come creeping up on me just about every day this week, and there's really nothing I can do about it. No preventive measures, no tactics, nothing. If that wasn't in there, I'd be great! heh All I can do is fence Brent, Rich, and maybe EB if he wants to learn a little. *shrugs* This section may have sounded slightly dreary and downcast, but do not worry. You won't know see anything wrong, for your sake. (I don't want to sound like I'm making me out to be a bigshot or anything, but when I show I'm sad or something, I see people around me get upset, or at least I think I do. I don't like people to look upset or worried. Thats why I keep it in. Just thought I'd give you a little insight into the mind of Mike Yodice) Thats all for now. Until next time...
-Your Knight in Shining Armour