Memories
Taken from Justin's LJ
Of course, nobody will respond :(
Although it'd be cool if people actually did...
If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
even if your not a LiveJournal member,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
-Ryan
Of course, nobody will respond :(
Although it'd be cool if people actually did...
If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
even if your not a LiveJournal member,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
-Ryan
wow. this really isnt fair. ive been thinking for literally 5 mins of the best memory to put and i cant decide.
you know all the best moments, or all the cheesy times, of course i could list those. i dont know...maybe ill make a list...haha, well, here goes:
1. first kiss: ill never forget the stairway as i sat there one step below you and you touched my cheek and turned my face up to meet yours (wow for sappy creepy love stories)
2. talking on the phone for the first time for literally like 4 or 5 hours just finding out everything new about each other. i can still remember how nervous i was. but, you made it better. things like kc and kc, or how you telling me about your mom even though you hadnt really told anyone, you just somehow felt close to me..
3. on the phone once, before we were dating but after you asked me to homecoming, you said 'im going to ask you out at the dance cuz thats cute and romantic" well, the dance was about 3 weeks away, and you asked me out 5 days later. some things are just meant to be.
4. September 27, 2000 - for obvious reasons :)
5. The first time i had dinner at your house, as in, when i formally met your parents. wow. parents. seeing that plural almost brings tears to my eyes. ill never forget that.
6. Our first Valentines day and the roses and the alone time(wink wink) hahaha
(ill fast forward for you ace)
7. September 27, 2001....2002....2003....2004 (this one especially, i think we entered a whole new level of love after coming out of that time not only together but also stronger.)
8. One final memory, and i realize its out of order, but, i cant help but think about this and know this is where i belong.
~It was a saturday, you were at the hospital and went outside to call me. to get support. to get strength in order to go and do the hardest thing youd ever had to do to that point in your life and possibly ever. you cried and i cried. you hung up the phone after hearing my voice and i worried i wasnt being strong enough for you. i worried you werent going to be ok and i wasnt going to be able to be there enough for you. i hung up the phone and layed in bed and cried at the situation. i was shocked when not too long later the phone rang. i was shocked to hear your voice. i just listened to you tell me what you had just done and what had happened. then you said one final thing. you gave me one final message.
6 words. a simple 6 words but to me they meant the approval i was longing for and the acceptance of someone who even though didnt know me as well as you did, saw something in me to realize that at that exact moment, that was something necessary to say. at that exact moment, i realized, this is where i am meant to be.
I love you. here's to all those memories and all the rest to come.
xoxox,
thig punkin
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That's a lot... But I'm not an overachiever like you :D
-Ryan
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