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so its the end of vacation and i go back to school wednesday. and i really dont want to. im going to be more serious about this though. im not gunna not care either.
im starting to breakdown in this house. i cant stay here. everybody hates me and i pretty much dont give a shit but they always like... attack me.
i dont know why i cant stop yelling at them and why they wont leave me alone. and i try really hard not to cry when im that pissed off because it means they won but sometimes i just get so mad.
my mom said she wants to sell the car now because i said it was a sucky car when actually, it is. it shuts off when im driving randomly and last night at fucking 4 in the morning the car door wouldnt shut.
so my mom told me to go pick up some bus passes. and now andis yelling at me because apparently all i fucking do is complain about the car. and its my fault that my mom wants to sell it.
i just want this whole phase thing of stupid bitches being stupid to end.
im starting to breakdown in this house. i cant stay here. everybody hates me and i pretty much dont give a shit but they always like... attack me.
i dont know why i cant stop yelling at them and why they wont leave me alone. and i try really hard not to cry when im that pissed off because it means they won but sometimes i just get so mad.
my mom said she wants to sell the car now because i said it was a sucky car when actually, it is. it shuts off when im driving randomly and last night at fucking 4 in the morning the car door wouldnt shut.
so my mom told me to go pick up some bus passes. and now andis yelling at me because apparently all i fucking do is complain about the car. and its my fault that my mom wants to sell it.
i just want this whole phase thing of stupid bitches being stupid to end.