Or is it that I ate when other people starved? Is this my crime?
Not that I've been eating. But maybe that's the reason.
I just don't feel hungry. Ironically, that makes me officially 'anorexic', but not with Anorexia nervosa. What a misnomer that is. AN refuses to eat; 'anorexia' means 'no appetite'.
That's the problem I have. Food just... doesn't interest me. I feel dehydrated quickly so I've been keeping up with that. Even bud hasn't helped, which is the most unusual damn thing in the world.
I've been gone because of the move. It took forever. It was insane. Basically, incompetence. Hiring movers turned out to have actually been a *worse* idea than trying to pack and move almost everything ourselves. I don't wanna go into the rest of it. It was a while ago. We had to buy a laptop; no other computers are up yet. Mine would be but Windows' password process malfunctioned and I need to get something to crack it with.
The other reason I've been gone is my back went snap on me again. I don't know precisely what happened but I expect I lost another disc. Same way as usual -- doing something innocuous and not particularly stressful physically. Standing up from a couchbed is usually not a risky business. Oh fucking well.
And I'm still not Goddamn well enough to sit here long. But I'm back enough to nose at the computer now and then, anyway. Hi, stupids.
I just don't feel hungry. Ironically, that makes me officially 'anorexic', but not with Anorexia nervosa. What a misnomer that is. AN refuses to eat; 'anorexia' means 'no appetite'.
That's the problem I have. Food just... doesn't interest me. I feel dehydrated quickly so I've been keeping up with that. Even bud hasn't helped, which is the most unusual damn thing in the world.
I've been gone because of the move. It took forever. It was insane. Basically, incompetence. Hiring movers turned out to have actually been a *worse* idea than trying to pack and move almost everything ourselves. I don't wanna go into the rest of it. It was a while ago. We had to buy a laptop; no other computers are up yet. Mine would be but Windows' password process malfunctioned and I need to get something to crack it with.
The other reason I've been gone is my back went snap on me again. I don't know precisely what happened but I expect I lost another disc. Same way as usual -- doing something innocuous and not particularly stressful physically. Standing up from a couchbed is usually not a risky business. Oh fucking well.
And I'm still not Goddamn well enough to sit here long. But I'm back enough to nose at the computer now and then, anyway. Hi, stupids.