I-Am-Ten-FEET-off-the-ground

[knifeprty449]

My last breath was taken when you passed by me today
I realized that life was to painful with you in it
So I smiled for you again
hiding all that fire burning inside me
I am afraid to let you see me this way
It's not me
I promise.

I wanted to be yours,
my heart raced for your love.
Without your voice in my day I thought I was lost,
I felt like nothing when I didn't hear from you...

I realized that it was enough
my aching heart could not tolerate this pain
so I left you there
abandoned
like you left me.

Will you return?
oh please I hope.
but for now,
I feel like thinking of you is just
unpleasant...

... no ... not anymore.