i woke up near the sea.

[knifepassion101]

i miss home and i miss jaedyn and family. someday brandyn and i will pack up and move there. i dont like missing out on jaedyn growing up. it breaks my heart when she calls me crying. she asked me again today when i was coming home to visit her. and that she couldnt make me dinner because i was on the other side of the moon and sun. and her.

i used to write to get through the days. and now..i dont know what i do. i have the urges of the past some days but i ignore them and get past it. im stronger than that.