you're so lovely.

[knifepassion101]

i cry myself to sleep at night and pretend i'm fine during the day for everyone else. there's nothing i can do to help them and it's killing me. poor choice of words. i don't like not being able to fix things. that's what i do. but with this, i am powerless. what do i do? keep my fingers crossed and hope for the best? pray? cry?

i move in a little over a month. and it's going to be so hard. i'm going to miss my best friend and soulmate. i'm going to miss my sister. and my mom. and every other person i see everyday.

xo.