Nov 18, 2009 22:17
I ate alot today and it doesn't help that i'm gong to beat the clinic all day tomorrow which means they will feed me too. I'm just sick of lying to everyone and myself and I want to dissapear or escape somewhere where nobody knows me. I'm really hurt by the fact that I dont know whats really going on. Ednos is not good enough. I'm better than that.
I got out a book called writers of prozac. I think I will read some before I go to bed, waiting for my man to come home. Where is all my creativity gone?
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