won't you hold me closer...til the exacutions over
so its been a really long time since i updated
lots and lots and....well....lots has happend
but im to lazy to write down months worth of stuff
ill just say what happend the past week or so
well...kev and i are no longer seeing each other...it really hurt my heart as i liked him very very much
that happend wednesday.....fun times fun times
so on thursday i started my party weekend in attempts to drown my sorrows and whatnot......
My friend (also named mandy) and her boyfriend micheal came over and drank forties with me thursday night
crazy crazy night...
then friday rachel and jordan came over and we had a micheal jackson dance party cause we are gay like that then mandy and micheal came over and jordan went home so me mandy micheal rachel and pecker went to de to go to cult house road cause we had nothing eles to do
we kinda called it an early night..went in at about one...cause i had to get up early as rachel zaina and i had a philly trip planned and wanted to catch an early train....bought some cool stuff...got home around 6 i suppose and went to boston market ....met up with roger dani jeff fred and paul...ate food and went to borders were we tried to force fred to talk to this chick for like 2 hours and when he finnally did turns out he knew her
so we could finnally leave borders...so what eles to do but go get beer.....all was well we were set to go to jeffs and drink our aquired beers...when jeff decided he should ask his parents if we could all come in.....naturally....since it was a good day...it had to end there..they said no..and we all parted ways......zaina stayed the night....pecker josh brandon and my brother were there when we got back to my house...so me and zaina started drinking then fred jeff and roger stopped by round 3 am for a little bit and left shortly there after......then me and zaina passed out
last night kait and zaina came to pick me up to go to the show....( paris built my armour, modest promise, 13 even, and some band that i didnt care about but had a really awesome drummer) so basically kevs band shockleys band and my cusins band ...it was the first i had seen kev since our departure...i thought i would be ok seeing him ...but to my dismay i however was not...hence i silently weeped throughout his bands whole performance...but on the upside atleast me and kait are friends now...as it would turn out ...since we now have something in common....ironically it was her that was able to calm me down as well...she just pulled my ass into the bathroom made me smoke a cigg and gave me hugs and talked to me bout it..i was greatful. then it was wierd cause not only kev was playing but shockley as well...i hadnt seen him in months and months..since we parted....but he talked to me and everything was good.....so most my friends left after modest promise but i wanted to stay....luckily whitney and lisa b were there so i asked them to give me a ride home cause i wanted to stay to see my cusins band because i never seen them play before...and shockley came up to me and he was gonna leave but he ended up staying with us and came home with me and he and i had a beer/pizza/adult swim party...we just talked..nothing happend ...its a weird difficult situation with us...i dont know
now today i have work...at five....sucks
lots and lots and....well....lots has happend
but im to lazy to write down months worth of stuff
ill just say what happend the past week or so
well...kev and i are no longer seeing each other...it really hurt my heart as i liked him very very much
that happend wednesday.....fun times fun times
so on thursday i started my party weekend in attempts to drown my sorrows and whatnot......
My friend (also named mandy) and her boyfriend micheal came over and drank forties with me thursday night
crazy crazy night...
then friday rachel and jordan came over and we had a micheal jackson dance party cause we are gay like that then mandy and micheal came over and jordan went home so me mandy micheal rachel and pecker went to de to go to cult house road cause we had nothing eles to do
we kinda called it an early night..went in at about one...cause i had to get up early as rachel zaina and i had a philly trip planned and wanted to catch an early train....bought some cool stuff...got home around 6 i suppose and went to boston market ....met up with roger dani jeff fred and paul...ate food and went to borders were we tried to force fred to talk to this chick for like 2 hours and when he finnally did turns out he knew her
so we could finnally leave borders...so what eles to do but go get beer.....all was well we were set to go to jeffs and drink our aquired beers...when jeff decided he should ask his parents if we could all come in.....naturally....since it was a good day...it had to end there..they said no..and we all parted ways......zaina stayed the night....pecker josh brandon and my brother were there when we got back to my house...so me and zaina started drinking then fred jeff and roger stopped by round 3 am for a little bit and left shortly there after......then me and zaina passed out
last night kait and zaina came to pick me up to go to the show....( paris built my armour, modest promise, 13 even, and some band that i didnt care about but had a really awesome drummer) so basically kevs band shockleys band and my cusins band ...it was the first i had seen kev since our departure...i thought i would be ok seeing him ...but to my dismay i however was not...hence i silently weeped throughout his bands whole performance...but on the upside atleast me and kait are friends now...as it would turn out ...since we now have something in common....ironically it was her that was able to calm me down as well...she just pulled my ass into the bathroom made me smoke a cigg and gave me hugs and talked to me bout it..i was greatful. then it was wierd cause not only kev was playing but shockley as well...i hadnt seen him in months and months..since we parted....but he talked to me and everything was good.....so most my friends left after modest promise but i wanted to stay....luckily whitney and lisa b were there so i asked them to give me a ride home cause i wanted to stay to see my cusins band because i never seen them play before...and shockley came up to me and he was gonna leave but he ended up staying with us and came home with me and he and i had a beer/pizza/adult swim party...we just talked..nothing happend ...its a weird difficult situation with us...i dont know
now today i have work...at five....sucks