ok actually, examine the abcess
the erm
canyon if you will
between the live dead and the dead living.
the high and the sober. i'll be frank
it has an incredible effct on perspective, on attitude, on general feeling of
acceptance or disintegration and i mean disintegration as the absence of integration.
see? it seperates, isolates, builds an emptiness between
your world and the world of others, so
i take this opportunity, having indulged in this thing last night after coming home ripping slammed and
inhaling something with my brother, to comment on these effects. There's tons of documentation;
me and ben created most of the ambient music while under the influence of drugs, i just think it's fascinating, the sense of islation, the sense of
!difference! no longer do i desire to make tangible credible acessible sounds with voice and guitar, that fades, as does the desire to i suppose
interact briefly that also goes, it's just a different world a little brain womb a little shining capsule we can swim upon. and so today i also desire to reenter that and maybe make some new things with that family fellow, explore some more dreams of the awake, explore some more somnambulation some more apathy some more entrance into haze the great escape
is a sacrifice a lamb a frustrating grating hate for life.
use drugs creatively but don't let em use you. obviously. i had to lapse into cliche somewhere. anyway marijuana is
a relatively harmless but EXTREMELY potent little device which
i'll now speak with and kill some some some some notes
goodbye world, till tomorrow tonight's a dream
canyon if you will
between the live dead and the dead living.
the high and the sober. i'll be frank
it has an incredible effct on perspective, on attitude, on general feeling of
acceptance or disintegration and i mean disintegration as the absence of integration.
see? it seperates, isolates, builds an emptiness between
your world and the world of others, so
i take this opportunity, having indulged in this thing last night after coming home ripping slammed and
inhaling something with my brother, to comment on these effects. There's tons of documentation;
me and ben created most of the ambient music while under the influence of drugs, i just think it's fascinating, the sense of islation, the sense of
!difference! no longer do i desire to make tangible credible acessible sounds with voice and guitar, that fades, as does the desire to i suppose
interact briefly that also goes, it's just a different world a little brain womb a little shining capsule we can swim upon. and so today i also desire to reenter that and maybe make some new things with that family fellow, explore some more dreams of the awake, explore some more somnambulation some more apathy some more entrance into haze the great escape
is a sacrifice a lamb a frustrating grating hate for life.
use drugs creatively but don't let em use you. obviously. i had to lapse into cliche somewhere. anyway marijuana is
a relatively harmless but EXTREMELY potent little device which
i'll now speak with and kill some some some some notes
goodbye world, till tomorrow tonight's a dream