once again...

[knife_the_heart]

so i cant sleep....the thought of this whole mess...kills me right now...i think i cried the hardest when i started to take off the writtings on my mirror...i wish they could have stayed on there 4 ever as a testomony...but it hurt to bad to look at...and i really couldnt see my self to clearly anyways so yeah...im sooo sorry beyond words...i wish i could do something about this...and maybe i can...with time...maybe it was just to early...only time can tell...i love you so much...i promise...

please forgive me

let this not be a bitter end