You're so vain, you probably think this post is about you (correctly)

[knghtsky]

I can see a lot of mistakes, and to be honest I should.. I think I'm making or have led to the making of over half of em.

I see someone feverently trying to fit into a mold he/she has imagined, not lived.

I see someone chafe at being shoved into a mold poorly imagined.

I see someone getting the most serious effort at emotional manipulation I've seen in a while. (and no it isn't me doing it)

I see two people making a life. And boy o boy do I envy them for it... more than they know. It keeps me away sometimes.

I see friends too far to reach... in more than a few ways.

I see someone too blinded by leaves to see the tree, much less a forest.

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I'm going to be Ok (or at least I'm pretty sure of it). Got some new meds to put me pack on the path to health. And I will endure the discomfort until they work. At sometimes I feel rage, self-pity, and shame... I question WHY.

I look at the list above, and I'm ashamed to ever feel self pity.

Endure, and in enduring grow strong.