dragging on
well, i was hoping the three weeks without chris would pass by in a blur, but the two and a half weeks have dragged on. i tried keeping myself busy working as much as possible, and seeing friends, and discovering new places in boston, but i'm becoming extremely anxious.
i did spend the past couple days in new york, and i'm no longer intimidated by its vastness. i spent long hot days alone, walking endlessly, and long hot evenings surrounded by laughter and music. i forget that there are so many dear people scattered around the world. with each trip to somewhere else i make new friends and spread my heart thinner. and i honestly have no idea where my home is anymore.
i had such a good time that i ended up taking a shot of tequila (i can't remember when the last time THAT happened) and i shamed myself by pissing in the metro station. so overall, good times and strange adventures.
tomorrow i have a 2nd interview for that job i really really want and i have been struggling all night trying to find something professional looking that can withstand 90+ degree weather. boston must be hinting to me that i should move outta town.
i did spend the past couple days in new york, and i'm no longer intimidated by its vastness. i spent long hot days alone, walking endlessly, and long hot evenings surrounded by laughter and music. i forget that there are so many dear people scattered around the world. with each trip to somewhere else i make new friends and spread my heart thinner. and i honestly have no idea where my home is anymore.
i had such a good time that i ended up taking a shot of tequila (i can't remember when the last time THAT happened) and i shamed myself by pissing in the metro station. so overall, good times and strange adventures.
tomorrow i have a 2nd interview for that job i really really want and i have been struggling all night trying to find something professional looking that can withstand 90+ degree weather. boston must be hinting to me that i should move outta town.