Feb 03, 2005 10:39
I'm a little stressed about money. I was just charged an overdraft fee in my checking because I had $5 in there, and a couple weeks ago when I went to JBX, I guess the amount didn't go through for a couple of weeks, don't know why, but it did. So, I was negative $2, then I put $10 in there, then they charged me the fee, so I was $22 over, so they're probably going to charge me another one, so this time I put $80. So now I have $230 in savings, I'm going to Hailey tomorrow, and I'm going to try to spend only $60 or $70, on gas, and depending on how many meals Doug will provide for me. I just can't wait to get away from this hell. I get paid on Saturday, thank goodness, but it doesn't matter cause I won't get it until Sunday or Monday. I'm getting my tires changed today at 1. I will have nothing to do for an hour and 1/2. I could go for a walk or something maybe. Can't walk anywhere to get food, I'm so poor. So, I don't know what I'm going to do. Maybe I can read my boring book for school or something. So, we've been working on our senior papers on english, that's what I'm in right now. I've been trying to just get the assignments done quick, and get it over with. I hate writing long research papers. I hate writing papers period. I hope that if I get in to WR, they will accept my paper from here if I have all my notes and stuff. I really don't want to write 2. It's really cold in this room. I have a doctor's appointment on Monday, and my prescription that I know I will have to get will cost me money too. My first car payment is going to be sent out soon. Money sucks. I need a good paying job with good hours. If someone wants to buy me some new clothes, please, go ahead. I'm in desperate need. I love my mom. I wish I could make her happy, and give her everything she really needs and wants. She's going through a really hard time right now, emotionally, financially, and in every way. I want to buy her a new house, a new car, and give her everything. I hope that some day soon, she can get out of her financial bind, and be happy again. Blah, I hate it. I want to make lots of money, just to make her happy, seriously. I think I had too much coffee this morning, cause I have the shakes really bad. Wow, I am bored. Myspace is restricted cause a lot of people go there when they're in here. It never used to be restricted, but it is now. Ok, well I suppose I will find something else to do. Ok, bye!