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Dec 17, 2005 01:04

Well winter break is here. And it came with a surprise t okick it off! The Aziz family is going to California! Im not thrilled...A)I like spending the holidays in my home B) Im probably gonna end up on the floor of someones house C)Im not even sure if they celebrate xmas...D)I'll have to wait even longer for gifts...ahaha I know, poor me and E) Im going to be so far away from the people I love! Aside from my immeadiate family. Im nervous about the flight, as always. We get back on the 28th. Hmmm, the day I was suppose to head up to Va. So now I think that got bumped to the 30th. Whatever...I just want safe journeys for everyone and good memories.

I hung out with nappy, chapman and his sis and my goobie ;) We had dinner and went and saw The Family Stone. I laughed...and cried. I didnt think it would be such a layered movie. Adorable. I looooooove hanging out with goobs. I always laugh til my jaw hurts and my tummy aches.

In no way is my life perfect...its very far from it. But I had to take a step back and look at all that I have been blessed with. I have the greatest friends and a whole family full of interesting characters. Im not ill, im not starving, im not denied anything. So for those I am thankful for. And everyone has shit in their lives but it looks a lot better when you focus on the things you do have. Even though everything seems to be crumbling for me I still have so much to lean back on.

Once again, I try to do everything right and it gets fucked up. I call up the school b/c they havent sent me my orientation papers. *I cant sign up for classes til I go to orientation. Yes I am aware that its december* So when I call them up and ask them about my letter they say,"well registration is closed. It will reopen Jan 4-6 ( or some crap like that)" So what I wanted to say was ,"Well I wish you guys would have told me this when I took my test or when I sent in my orientation form cause now Im going to have an incredibly shitty schedule, not to mention I wont even be here for those days of orientation and sign up AND i have a bunch of issues to work out with my advisor. So how are you going to make this right?" The only way I'll be able to sign up for classes will be to find a computer while Im in Va and to sit my ass down and composite a schedule. As for orientation...which actually stands in the way...Im gonna have to call the school and ask about that. Fuck, they make everything so hard! *deep breathes*

I need to pack some bitchin outfits for LA. Cause I always feel fatter and out of style when I go there. You cant win with those people. Theyre always one step ahead. lol. Too bad this cold is gonna ruin the trip and I think I'll be getting a visit soon...hahah I know, TMI.
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