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i don't know what's wrong with me. i'm starting to just really dislike my life. there's nothing good about it. it's the same thing every week. i know i shouldn't be so complain-y, but i can't take it anymore. what should be the best year is turning out to be the absolute suckiest--even worse than freshman year. i don't even know what to do about it. i like to tell myself that i have the Seasonal Affective Disorder that we learned about in health last year. i'm not trying to be all dramatic "oh i hate my life i want to kill myself" - but there's really just...nothing to it. i don't like where i am right now. ooh paralysis. sigh. i'm leaving now.
& rip BTJ's and all the little animals in it - eek.