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Today is the first day of May and the last month of high school. The end to it all. In elementry school, middle school, and the past three years May meant summer, but it didn't mean endings. It is really starting to hit me that everyone will be leaving after this summer and others in just a month. It's hard to think about. I think I will start crying if I think about it anymore. Not until recently have I really started to care that we are all going our seperate ways--spreading out across the state. Wait. That comes out wrong. I guess just recently I have realized that even though these next years are going to be exciting and fun as hell, I want to be experiencing them with all of you just like we are now. It is going to be weird to have to visit the people that have been just down the road from you for so long and have to see everyone when they come home. I am use to being able to walk over to the people I love most and soon they will be hours away by car. I guess I know what it is like already having Jess leave, but it is still different being the one graduating, moving, and everything else. Someone needs to play soco amaretto lime right now haha.