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Sophomore year is over in 13 days. Doesn't that seem so weird? Life has flown by and I still haven't been able to catch up. There is no way that I feel like next year I am going to be a junior. junior. I remember coming to the first student council meeting freshmen year and seeing the juniors and thinking that they were so much older and wiser than me and pretty soon i will be sitting in their seats. My whole life feels like a dream and I have just woken up. I don't feel like that I only have 2 years of HIGHSCHOOL left, 2 more years of relying on my parents, 2 more years of CC, 2 more years of Student Council, and 2/1 more years of seeing my best friends.
This has been the longest most depressing year of my life and I will be happy when its over but right now I feel like every part of my life has just flown by.
I'm excited for whats next butI dont really want to think about college. I dont want to see all my friends go and I dont want to rely on myself. I know I still have 2 more years but if they go by as fast as everything else has it will feel like its going to happen tomorrow.
This has been the longest most depressing year of my life and I will be happy when its over but right now I feel like every part of my life has just flown by.
I'm excited for whats next butI dont really want to think about college. I dont want to see all my friends go and I dont want to rely on myself. I know I still have 2 more years but if they go by as fast as everything else has it will feel like its going to happen tomorrow.