Sep 08, 2005 10:46
You know when you have those days when nothing seems to be going right, well i'm having an entire week like that. This is quite possibly the worst week of my life and i feel like crying. I woke up yesterday in a horrible mood and i was forcing myself to go to school but i was in the bathroom practically in tears so i decided to call my mom and vent but while i was talking to her i completely broke down. I was feeling super stressed out and overwhelmed with everything and i couldn't handle it. So i talked to her and she calmed me down and told me i should take the day off to relax a little bit. So i did that and i was feeling a lot better until i woke up this morning and realized i couldn't find my atm card. I looked for my atm card like crazy and i couldn't find it at all, so now i can't go to class cause i have no gas and if i try to go to school anyway i'll probably break down on the freeway cause i've been driving with practically no gas for the past two days and now i'm gonna miss my two favorite classes. I should have just got some gas yesterday when i was driving past the gas station but i was being lazy and said i would get it today and now i can't even do that. I'm in another horrible mood today, my period is coming soon and i really feel like crying but i won't because i already did yesterday. Just with school, being out here by myself, making sure i get all the extra stuff i need, and making sure all of my bills get paid, it's just been a really rough week for me. And its not that school is hard or anything but its just one more thing i need to deal with. I really hope next week gets better because i don't think i can handle another week of feeling like this.