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my parents are losing my respect... quite quickly i must add...
i hear from my sister that im on drugs... without even knowing it...
they watch far too many sitcoms, and apparently forgot who i am...
why?, you ask, well apparently because i didnt do alot of sleeping at home...
and because, out of pure boredom, i decided to fix a pair of pants at 3am...
from my point it was just something that needed to be done... and i was FUCKING BORED...
they will never be straight with me, my mom just says she's worried, and i automaticcally thing what the fuck else is new...
i can't call them and talk about it cuz i know that i would get pissed and yell... and to them they would see that as a mood swing or some bullshit that would give them grounds to assume worse... im in a catch 22... if i don't call, they just keep thinking that, but if i do call then ill probably dig myself deeper by being extremely hurt and offended...
psh, what the fuck ever... this is themost frustrated i've been in a very very very long time
i hear from my sister that im on drugs... without even knowing it...
they watch far too many sitcoms, and apparently forgot who i am...
why?, you ask, well apparently because i didnt do alot of sleeping at home...
and because, out of pure boredom, i decided to fix a pair of pants at 3am...
from my point it was just something that needed to be done... and i was FUCKING BORED...
they will never be straight with me, my mom just says she's worried, and i automaticcally thing what the fuck else is new...
i can't call them and talk about it cuz i know that i would get pissed and yell... and to them they would see that as a mood swing or some bullshit that would give them grounds to assume worse... im in a catch 22... if i don't call, they just keep thinking that, but if i do call then ill probably dig myself deeper by being extremely hurt and offended...
psh, what the fuck ever... this is themost frustrated i've been in a very very very long time