years go by
so yeah, its been a couple years since ive updated this bitch. i would love to fill you in on everything thats happened, but i dont even fuckin remember really. ive been to rehab, been strung out as fuhhh, been coked out, been arrested i think, had a major heart attack, liver and kidney failure, been lied to, lied, been kicked out, been dumped, been in love, gained, lost, stole, been robbed, got a job at a tattoo shop, got fired, attempted suicide a few times, sold drugs, bought more, hurt people, been hurt, cried, freaked out, moved, came back, so pretty much, i never stopped fucking everything in my life up.
in other news...
i met a great girl. she is truely amazing. were moving to delaware and gettin married. i could go on and on about her, but hopefully there will be time for that later.
i havent been taking my pills.
its starting to show.
maybe not to other people, but it is to me. i think if im comfortable and happy, they might not be a big deal.
i got pretty close to my dad when i moved up there for a couple months this year. hes the fuckin shit and i realized how much i really love and respect him. i miss him, but im not movin to milwaukee anyime soon... maybe ill call him tomorrow, i havent talked to him since i called n had him wire me money to jacksonville when i was stranded. im super stressed, and pretty depressed, but i hide it well. i stick to booze and sometimes weed and that keeps me numb enough to cope. whatever... i highly doubt anyone is gonna read this so it was kinda pointless but at least i got some shit out and killed some time.
in other news...
i met a great girl. she is truely amazing. were moving to delaware and gettin married. i could go on and on about her, but hopefully there will be time for that later.
i havent been taking my pills.
its starting to show.
maybe not to other people, but it is to me. i think if im comfortable and happy, they might not be a big deal.
i got pretty close to my dad when i moved up there for a couple months this year. hes the fuckin shit and i realized how much i really love and respect him. i miss him, but im not movin to milwaukee anyime soon... maybe ill call him tomorrow, i havent talked to him since i called n had him wire me money to jacksonville when i was stranded. im super stressed, and pretty depressed, but i hide it well. i stick to booze and sometimes weed and that keeps me numb enough to cope. whatever... i highly doubt anyone is gonna read this so it was kinda pointless but at least i got some shit out and killed some time.