one i wrote a few days ago

[knappyjoe]

been down and out before

but i never felt so gone this far

these thoughts in my head are only gettin worse

i swear to god sometimes i think these pills are just a fucking curse

but for otheres i go ahead and swallow them

truth is i could give a fuck how fucked up i am

the time is comin, for me to just let go

and show you people the true joe

but when it comes most people will up and leave me

like i cant belive that shit he did so easily

when i recall theres not one thing i regret doing

cept for a couple bitches i was screwing

some people deserve things that i can deliver

i know i wouldnt feel bad, so im not a sinner

when i release it it will feel so great

all these acts of human hate

i didnt plan it to be this way

i thought i could just stash it away

with every day that goes by

it just gets harder for me to comply

so for all to know i was once sane

and i did try to fight the pain

but once the demons finally come out

your gonna see what crazy is all about