Mar 20, 2005 20:30
Alright alright...I overreacted Friday night. But I still don't want to go out with Brendan and all his friends again sober. But I still like him...can't wait to see him tomorrow at school. wow, I have to pee. Have to pass a drug test tomorrow for Mervyn's...got this shit to clean out my system...called azo...hope to GOD that it's working...really need to have sex...too much drama around. Don't want to sleep with Robert again...not right now anyways. Need to get drunk again to do him. Penis too small. Bleh. Wonder how big Brendan is...doesn't kiss that bad...miss him. Need to get away from ringing cell phone. Yar.