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today has been pretty good, had work though, so that kinda made it bad.
but me and jordan hung out alot today. god i miss him so much. i just want him to come over one night were we can talk with no interuptions or anything. i was reading brandons livejournal and it said the sweetest thing ever. he said ill be there when times seem to not get any better, when her world is fallin in on her ill be her brace her shelter to push it back. they are like so perfect together. i wish me and jordan were like that. im happy the way things are, im the happiest i have been in a long time. but knowing that i wont see him barley ever when school lets out is going to kill me, i dread school going out. jordan is the only reaosn i go everyday. after school we will barley talk becuasei m either gonna be at work or someones house or fishing or soemthing like that and hes goingto be owrking all the time. and since he has a broken w/e right now i wont be able to see him at all soon other than in school. i love him more than anything in the world, its hard to explain how much i love him. hes the only person who makes me feel like im not being used. its the first time i havnt felt like i needed to change to get him to like me. i dont know, its like everytime i think about him or anything close to him i smile. i love him more than anythign in the world and i would do anything for him. he pretty much has me on a leash.ah im getting tired...its been a long day
<3~K.M.M. & J.D.M. 4.Ever.&.Always~<3
but me and jordan hung out alot today. god i miss him so much. i just want him to come over one night were we can talk with no interuptions or anything. i was reading brandons livejournal and it said the sweetest thing ever. he said ill be there when times seem to not get any better, when her world is fallin in on her ill be her brace her shelter to push it back. they are like so perfect together. i wish me and jordan were like that. im happy the way things are, im the happiest i have been in a long time. but knowing that i wont see him barley ever when school lets out is going to kill me, i dread school going out. jordan is the only reaosn i go everyday. after school we will barley talk becuasei m either gonna be at work or someones house or fishing or soemthing like that and hes goingto be owrking all the time. and since he has a broken w/e right now i wont be able to see him at all soon other than in school. i love him more than anything in the world, its hard to explain how much i love him. hes the only person who makes me feel like im not being used. its the first time i havnt felt like i needed to change to get him to like me. i dont know, its like everytime i think about him or anything close to him i smile. i love him more than anythign in the world and i would do anything for him. he pretty much has me on a leash.ah im getting tired...its been a long day
<3~K.M.M. & J.D.M. 4.Ever.&.Always~<3