In North Carolina
I'm in North Carolina... I love being here but today has been a bad day all around. First we go to Brandon's friends house his name is jason. We sit around in his stinky dirty trailer for like 45 min and wait for him. Then brandon asks me what's wrong and i tell him that the place stinks and i feel like im going to throw up and it's dirty so he get's mad because he think that i'm only saying that because i think im better than jason and his family. I dont but it stinks in there and looks like they haven't cleaned in like forever. I don't care who you are everyone should clean... Then brandon comes in the house and goes "WHERE'S MY KEYS??" im like why and he goes me and jason are going to meet some people. Im like okay and his mom goes aren't you going to ask kristina to go and he's like no!! It's not that i necessarily wanted to go but it would of been nice to ask me. So he's like fine you want to go im like no.
In all reality i wanted to go i dont want to sit around this house by myself and be bored but he obviously didn't want me to go so i said no. Then i haven't eatin all day pretty much and what does brandon do he goes out to eat and doesn't even ask me if i wanted something grrr. I feel like crying so bad right now but i dont want anyone coming in here asking me what's wrong.
Lately i feel like the only time brandon pays attention to me is when he wants something. I wish he would pay attention to me even when he doesnt' want something. oh well i guess but im gonna lay down now im too pissed to do anything else.
In all reality i wanted to go i dont want to sit around this house by myself and be bored but he obviously didn't want me to go so i said no. Then i haven't eatin all day pretty much and what does brandon do he goes out to eat and doesn't even ask me if i wanted something grrr. I feel like crying so bad right now but i dont want anyone coming in here asking me what's wrong.
Lately i feel like the only time brandon pays attention to me is when he wants something. I wish he would pay attention to me even when he doesnt' want something. oh well i guess but im gonna lay down now im too pissed to do anything else.