May 20, 2005 17:36
seeing you walk towards me makes me shiver. the chills crawl up my back and travel into my brain and all i can see is you. tunnel vision of your lips makes me bite my own in frustration. i never understood until i realized that i want you with my whole body, and its not going away. sarah says time makes the feeling fade, but baby, its been awhile and everytime i close my eyes, flashes of us touching and smiling at eachother amidst all the people still takes me to that place that only you would understand. the world is too big to give so ill just give you whats left of the sick sad heart thats rusted, torn and tattered, and even though its chrome, you could still see past its selfishness and point it in the right direction. make me feel again.
thats the end of my romance novel, haha...HA! i smile way too much lately. who woulda thought.
school is going good and as the summer becomes less distant i find myself getting more and more sunburned. OUCHY!!!! hahaha
i plan to spend as much time in pismo as my paychecks will allow. everyone is welcome to come, but some of you i cant stand so youll have to find your own ride.