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Mar 29, 2004 10:34

i want to say sorry to you first, for leaving like that last night.
im just going to come strait out with it. and if theres anything that you dont agree about, let me know.

you have a problem with being rejected, being alone, not having ppl love you, or care for you. so basically, having no one like you. and, what is it you do when this happens? you act all depressed. you go around like its not worth living anymore when there is no one that gives a shit about you. and when you do that, you block out the people that do care for you, that does give a shit as to what happens to you. when you do this, you make your life even worst casue all you can think about is the bad things. and i fucking hate it when ppl do that. you make everything sound like its so bad when its not. you should just be happy with what you got, and then when you least expect it, it could get a whole lot better. but no, you make it a habit to always look at the bad things that happen to you and what will happen. what you need to do, is stop looking for someone to be with, cause the harder you look the harder its going to be for you to find them. they could be right under your nose and you wouldent even know cause your looking in the wrong places.
now i think you shouldnt lisen to what i just said, cause it makes no sence at all. it sounds like im just rambling. do me a favor, when you read this, lets not talk about it any more. lets just leave this topic alone. so dont let me know if you dont agree with something.
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