Studying sucks donkey balls
edel, whattf?? i put up like 6 million foto's of new years n u take one of me 4 ur bebo?? lol. Just kiddin. Anyway, im sorry if ive neglected a few peeps l8ly, just been studyin like 90 the last week or two, 4 finals startin weds, fri, mon, weds so basically im on 26 hour days at dis stage!
Im so fuckin glad im the person i am coz people get to see it when it matters most. I know ive always been quick to hand out advice over certain situations, most of it pure shite usually. But the situation i currently find myself in with anne, is basically my kinda comfort. Its not easy at times, tryin to stop yourself thinking that you need to prove how much you love someone when you know they know you love them. Its not easy to hear the person you most want in the world tell you that you deserve better, because that always makes you want them more. I dont know how to explain, that to me being in love with someone, and wanting to spend your life with them, means that i wont fall for someone else further down the line without sounding like i know something everyone else doesnt. One thing i dont do is live my life saying what if. I nail my colours to the mast when i make a decision that i want something or i want to do something. If i thought for one second that Anne didnt mean any of the things she has said to me about wanting everything, i wouldnt be this serious. But ive come to a point in my life, where im 200% comfortable saying that i wana be with this girl for the rest of my life, and id just like it to happen for me for a change. Ive watched people get some of the luck, after working hard for it i might add. But just once in my life, id like to have this one real thing, degree's n money n all that shit dont mean anything to me. They just keep you dry when it rains. I would give my right arm for us to be able to have all we want, and just to be happy at the end of the day. I can honestly say, ive never been happier, ive never really had anything like this before so its like bein 5 again and opening your presents on christmas day, but you get to be that happy every day. Im not stupid enough to not be able to see the wood for the trees. I wouldnt have come this far if i didnt believe it would happen.
Im so fuckin glad im the person i am coz people get to see it when it matters most. I know ive always been quick to hand out advice over certain situations, most of it pure shite usually. But the situation i currently find myself in with anne, is basically my kinda comfort. Its not easy at times, tryin to stop yourself thinking that you need to prove how much you love someone when you know they know you love them. Its not easy to hear the person you most want in the world tell you that you deserve better, because that always makes you want them more. I dont know how to explain, that to me being in love with someone, and wanting to spend your life with them, means that i wont fall for someone else further down the line without sounding like i know something everyone else doesnt. One thing i dont do is live my life saying what if. I nail my colours to the mast when i make a decision that i want something or i want to do something. If i thought for one second that Anne didnt mean any of the things she has said to me about wanting everything, i wouldnt be this serious. But ive come to a point in my life, where im 200% comfortable saying that i wana be with this girl for the rest of my life, and id just like it to happen for me for a change. Ive watched people get some of the luck, after working hard for it i might add. But just once in my life, id like to have this one real thing, degree's n money n all that shit dont mean anything to me. They just keep you dry when it rains. I would give my right arm for us to be able to have all we want, and just to be happy at the end of the day. I can honestly say, ive never been happier, ive never really had anything like this before so its like bein 5 again and opening your presents on christmas day, but you get to be that happy every day. Im not stupid enough to not be able to see the wood for the trees. I wouldnt have come this far if i didnt believe it would happen.