boredom strikes... as well as depression
so... teller told me that we could never work out, because our beliefs are differnt. i don't know how to handle this. i need help, i'm going crazy thinking about it. someone needs to tell me how to deal with this. i sobbed like crazy last night, pulling at my hair, stomping my feet, beating my heels and fists against the wall. there were so many things i wanted to say. my voice was gone. i wanted to scream, all i could do was open my mouth and pretend. i love him more than anyone in the world. why do things never work out. i finally find the one who i could spend the rest of my life with and then he tells me that it could never work out. i'm crying right now. i don't know what to do. all i want is him. i want to hug him. now whenever i see him, i'll prolly just cry because i'll want to be kissing and hugging him. but i can't. it'll hurt too much. GOD, "WHY ME? WHY NOW?" I don't need this right now. everything seemed to be going good then all of a sudden i'm hit with the worst week of my life. first he's hiding things, then he tells me that. i asked for honesty... i asked for him to tell me this... and now that he was honest, i wish it were a lie. please pray for me. i'll be needing it a lot during this tme of heart break. pray for patience, love, wisdom. pray that i don't do anything stupid. give me a call if you get bored and want to talk... whatever. 734.735.9633 i could always use a helping hand. i love all of you!! at least it wasn't his mom calling to tell me that he was dead. i guess that's a better way to look at it. thanks everyone for everything.
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2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
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6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
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11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
12. Do you talk crap about me?
13. Do you think I'm a good person?
14. What are my best qualities?
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16. Do you think I'm Hot?
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18. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they dont involve you?
19. If you could change anything about me, would you?
20.Would you date me?
21.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
22. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
1.Your Full Name:
2. Age:
3. Fave Color:
4. Fave Movie:
5. Fave Song;
6. Fave Band:
7. Most Embarassing Moment:
8. Are you a virgin?
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
12. Do you talk crap about me?
13. Do you think I'm a good person?
14. What are my best qualities?
15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? Sleeping Only?
16. Do you think I'm Hot?
17. Would you call me just because?
18. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they dont involve you?
19. If you could change anything about me, would you?
20.Would you date me?
21.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
22. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?