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kids, i'm disappointed in you. i was defending my lack of a solid opinion mosttimes, not feeling down on it.
i like my vagueness, thank you. :)
Christmas turned out to be a million times better than i was expecting. (Things always do - i wonder if that means i shouldn't worry so much, or if they only turn out ok because i worry). I came home after work and was wicked fucking down...if you've ever faced christmas eve alone...i was staring down a lot of hours. But Ln rescued me. yay for old friends...i drove out to ware and spent the night at her house. I NEEDED THAT in ways i can't describe. There's just something about conversation...and we exchanged presents, and watched cheesy christmas movies, and compared notes on life, and hung out with her siblings in the morning, catching weasels, and well...all was right with the world. rock on.
Went over and surprised my dad, which was sweet as well.
and then headed homewards, and had the rest of christmas with pat and his family...
i really like them.
and i think they like me.
they laugh a lot. and it's nice to be (kinda/sorta/almost)part of something.
so.
christmas was warm. (bethany's card and jak's present were also bright spots).
now i have a little bit of down time, and then i start to make a lot of changes.
rumor has it we're doing new years eve over here...so make that part of your plans. and tell other people, because we're not awesome at that.
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i like my vagueness, thank you. :)
Christmas turned out to be a million times better than i was expecting. (Things always do - i wonder if that means i shouldn't worry so much, or if they only turn out ok because i worry). I came home after work and was wicked fucking down...if you've ever faced christmas eve alone...i was staring down a lot of hours. But Ln rescued me. yay for old friends...i drove out to ware and spent the night at her house. I NEEDED THAT in ways i can't describe. There's just something about conversation...and we exchanged presents, and watched cheesy christmas movies, and compared notes on life, and hung out with her siblings in the morning, catching weasels, and well...all was right with the world. rock on.
Went over and surprised my dad, which was sweet as well.
and then headed homewards, and had the rest of christmas with pat and his family...
i really like them.
and i think they like me.
they laugh a lot. and it's nice to be (kinda/sorta/almost)part of something.
so.
christmas was warm. (bethany's card and jak's present were also bright spots).
now i have a little bit of down time, and then i start to make a lot of changes.
rumor has it we're doing new years eve over here...so make that part of your plans. and tell other people, because we're not awesome at that.
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