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I really just can't feel better...and I don't know why. I didn't even go to classes today b/c I just couldn't get out of bed. Why is this such a big deal? it's winget for gods sake...wtf?
I guess I was just so happy for that week to finally have someone. That night was so perfect, and I was looking forward to many more like that...and then he had to get back with charly...who lives in Tampa.
I haven't cried as hard as I did last night in a long time. I guess the whole situation just pointed out how unhappy I am. I just need someone right now...and there's no one. The only (straight) guy I've ever been remotely interested in at school totally rejected me this weekend too.
I just feel like an unwanted piece of shit right now.... my self esteem really cannot handle this.
I guess I was just so happy for that week to finally have someone. That night was so perfect, and I was looking forward to many more like that...and then he had to get back with charly...who lives in Tampa.
I haven't cried as hard as I did last night in a long time. I guess the whole situation just pointed out how unhappy I am. I just need someone right now...and there's no one. The only (straight) guy I've ever been remotely interested in at school totally rejected me this weekend too.
I just feel like an unwanted piece of shit right now.... my self esteem really cannot handle this.