Totally spaced
Dear Darren,
Wow...I didn't realize that its the 13th already!! 11 months...I don't even want to think about it. Ha it means that in a month I'm getting my first tat just for you. Buttt you know I'm chicken. It only means I'll have to do something special. You are greatly missed and I am blessed that you are still around to listen to me. Specailly at night. :0) Pretty much my favorite time to talk to you.
I had a mental break down on Friday. Went into work balling my eyes out. Just been feeling out of place ya know? But things are better. Just one of those days when you feel down and nothing seems to make it better.
Steven makes everyday better though. Things are great and I love every moment spent with him. We are working on our communication skills because we both realized that they suck. HAHA...but not every relationship is perfect and we are still getting to know eachother. But I'm really happy and everynight when I come home after leaving his arms, I can still feel him touching me. To me this is a very good sign. I'm going to tell you again, I deserve this and keep him around ok? We had dinner the other night. I actually cooked it!! The best part was I didn't burn anything. I made pasta, with texas toast. For dessert I made strawberry shortcake. It was soooo good.
Work has been crazy. Its being talked about that I could be fulltime. I'm sure I'm ready for that step. Although I would love to be getting 40+ hours a week, I don't know if Old Navy is a career choice. Oh well we shall see.
Missin' you always Darren. You know that. I love you so much and I can't wait to see you. Ya know a dream visit would be nice. :0)
Love,
Kel
PS: There are certain things I do that always remind me of you.
Wow...I didn't realize that its the 13th already!! 11 months...I don't even want to think about it. Ha it means that in a month I'm getting my first tat just for you. Buttt you know I'm chicken. It only means I'll have to do something special. You are greatly missed and I am blessed that you are still around to listen to me. Specailly at night. :0) Pretty much my favorite time to talk to you.
I had a mental break down on Friday. Went into work balling my eyes out. Just been feeling out of place ya know? But things are better. Just one of those days when you feel down and nothing seems to make it better.
Steven makes everyday better though. Things are great and I love every moment spent with him. We are working on our communication skills because we both realized that they suck. HAHA...but not every relationship is perfect and we are still getting to know eachother. But I'm really happy and everynight when I come home after leaving his arms, I can still feel him touching me. To me this is a very good sign. I'm going to tell you again, I deserve this and keep him around ok? We had dinner the other night. I actually cooked it!! The best part was I didn't burn anything. I made pasta, with texas toast. For dessert I made strawberry shortcake. It was soooo good.
Work has been crazy. Its being talked about that I could be fulltime. I'm sure I'm ready for that step. Although I would love to be getting 40+ hours a week, I don't know if Old Navy is a career choice. Oh well we shall see.
Missin' you always Darren. You know that. I love you so much and I can't wait to see you. Ya know a dream visit would be nice. :0)
Love,
Kel
PS: There are certain things I do that always remind me of you.