Doing GREAT!

[kmbarnes96]

wow i havent been on this thing in over a month and only complete and utter bored has led me to stumble upon my LJ. how is everyone doing? i only talk to like one or two of you people regularly now...its very sad. i miss everyone lots and lots

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[smshiver520]

HEY ITS SHARON. IM AT WORK RIGHT NOW. AND THIS IS THE 1ST TIME I HAVE BEEN ON A COMPUTER IN UMMM. 5 MONTHS. BUT ADD ME AND I LVOE YOU. I THINK ABOUT U AND BRITT EVERDAY. BUT I THINK THINGS ARE GONNA STAY THE WAY THEY ARE TILL YALL BOTH RELIZE THAT U HAVE KNOWN ME SINCE I WAS 7 YALL WERE ALL I EVER HAD. YOU BOTH WERE EVERYTHING TO ME. AND NOW SOMETHING ELSE IS JUST AS IMPORTANT TO ME. CLINT AND I THINK NOTHING IS WORNG WITH THAT. I THINK IT IS A VERY GOOD THINL. I AM 18 ALMOST 19. YEAH I MAY NOT HAVE GRADUATED. I MAY NOT BE GOING TO COLLEGE. YEAH I AM LIVING WITH CLINT AND WE ARENT MARRIED. BUT HEY I AM HAPPY. AND REALLY FOR ME TO BE HAPPY AND BE PROUD OF MYSLEF AND HAVE A GOOD JOB. AND GET UP EVERY MORNING SATISFIED WITH THE WAY I LIVED THE DAY BEFORE THEN I THINK THAT IS GOOD A WHOLE LOT BETRER THEN BEFORE. I REALLU NEED YALL I REALLY WANT TO TALK TO YALL EVERYDAY AND HANGOUT WITH YALL. BUT MORE THEN ANYTHING I REALLY NEED YALL TO EXCPET WHAT I AM DOING. WITHOUT THAT I DONT THINK IT WILL EVER BE LIKE IT WAS. I MEAN I DONT THINK I WOULD DO THIS TO YALL. I KNOW I AM NOT IN CHURCH. I KNOW THAT BELIVE ME I DO MORE THEN U MORE THEN MY MOM MORE THEN ALL THE PEOPLE WHO LOOK AT ME LIKE I AM THE BIGGEST SINNER WHEN I WALK IN THERE. BUT I DONT NEED TO BE TOLD THAT. I DONT NEED TO BE JUDGED I NEED TO BE LOVED AND I NEED PEOPLE TO TALK TO. PEOPLE THAT KNOW ME BEST. YOU BRITTANY, JORGE MY MOM. AND ITS LIKE THEY WAY YALL ACT ABOUT IT. DO YOU THINK THAT IT MAKES ME WANT TO TALK TO YALL. IF ME AND CLINT HAVE A FIGHT OR AGUMENT. I WANT MORE THEN ANYTHING TO CALL U OR BEITT BUT I CANT CAUSE I FEEL LIKE I AM GONNA HEAR I TOLD U SO.. OR YALL FIGHT TOLD U IT WOULDNT WORK OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. AND ALL I WANT IS SOMEONE TO UNDERSTAND BE THERE FOR ME. I KNOW THIS IS A LOT FOR NOT TALKING IN SO LONG. BUT THIS IS HOW I FEEL EVERYDAY ABOUT THIS SITUATION. BRITTANY TOLD ME SOMETHING SHE TOLD ME THAT THIS WOULD HAVE NEVER HAPPENED SHE WOULD HAVE NEVER GONE AWAY IT WAS MY FAULT. SOMEHTINT LIKE THAT. IN OTHER WORDS. ALL I KNOW IS EVERYTIME I CALL U OR HER. THIS IS THE KINDA OF NEGATIVE THINGS THAT HEAR. AND ALL I WANT TO DO IS TELL U EVERYTHING THAT IS GOOD IN MY LIFE. I JUST THINK THAT WE ARE ALL GROWING UP EVERYTHING IS CHANGING. AND WILL CHANGE MORE. WE HAVE TO GET USED TO THAT. WHO KNOWS BRITT MIGHT MOVE AWAY. ITS NOT LIKE WE CAN STAAY TOGETHER FOREVER. BUT WE CAN STAY IN TOUCH AND NOT JUDGE EACHOTHER FOR THE WAY WE ARE DOING THINGS.I REMEBER I TAUGHT SUNDAY SCHOOLL ONE YR. ABOUT JUGDING AND I HATE U KNOW THAT. I USE TO JUDGE. NOT SAYING THAT I DONT SOMETIMES. NO ONE IS PERFECT. BUT I NEED YALL TO BE THERE. I GUESS WHAT I AM DOING IS BEGGING TO HAVE MY BEST FIRENDS BACK. TO HAVE U BACK KATIE. I NEED YOU. I LOVE YOU. CALL ME TONIGHT. ILL ANSWER WE MINS THIS WEEK.904-229-2301