Aug 11, 2005 00:34
I don't even remember the last time was that I wrote in here... It's been a while though, I know that. A lot has been going on. I didn't have my computer for a month, b/c I needed a new hard drive, but as you can tell now, I have it back. Work has been going great. I really enjoy it... and in like 2-3 weeks, my schedule will be changing... for the good. I really like working with the people I am now... we even go out a lot, which is nice... but never talk about work... that is a big NO! NO!
One of my best friends moved away... I really miss her. We spent a lot of time together... but we still talk on the phone and have been writing back and forth to each other... which is nice. My other friends... I've been hanging out a lot with some of them lately, and that is always nice too. I miss a lot of them... and wish it could be like old times again. I know things and people change... but it's not always for the best... and I just wish things could be like they used to be. On the other hand, I'm glad that I don't talk with some of my old friends anymore. Too much drama, drugs, getting into trouble, and leading a life that I want nothing to do with.
My love life sucks. I have no clue what is going on with it. I am so confused right now. I have things going a mile a minute in my head right now about what to do and what not to do. I don't know if I'm wasting my time with someone... or if there is going to be something there. I dunno if I should talk with some guys... or not talk with them. I just wish that my life would get on track and something good would come out of it. I know I need to be patient, but being patient is not in my fortay and I'm sick and tired of being patient and waiting.
Alright... enough for now. I'm beat... gotta work tomorrow... Have a good night.
Until next time... *SMILE*